the rib that was removed from society

What i believe: we are inevitably intertwined and dependent upon one another.

One man thrust upon solitude will digress into survival instincts and an id based exsistance. Its almost disappointing to realize, but we don’t actually know anything we only repeat things that we have heard. Our brains logic can than put things together like basic math passed into words. Through this simplistic principal we begin to realize that we are dependent on the family unit, the society, the basic communion of man in order to progress as a race.

I then ask you… why do we suffer from these governing bodies of capitalism, nationalism, and an over all system of living based on fear and consumption. We have lost sight of bettering our selves as one race of people and individualized our pursuit for advancement. We our over come with greed and hunger. Through elevating our standards for what survival is, we have become a materialistic people who will run this earth dry of its resources… And worse alienate one another to the point were will we no longer exist for any purpose but to survive.

the answer is simple “all you need is love”

love for one another people.

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Published in: on April 23, 2008 at 4:28 pm  Comments (10)  

things that make me happy…

“i like escalators… cause escalators can never break, they can only temperately become stairs. there would never be an escalator out of order sign. it would say: escalator temperately stairs.”

“i saw a kid in a park flying a kite. he was so happy and i did not know why… its a kite thats, what there supposed to do. now if he had a chair on the other end i would understand. you know how fast you would have to run to fly a chair?!”

“i was writing and a girl said is that an x? and i said no thats an i I crossed out cause it was to slanted.”

Published in: on April 14, 2008 at 7:40 pm  Comments (2)  

back by popular demand!!!

so i know i bosted about how i could go into such detail discribing my ego… well heres the thing, i have a simple analagy that will sum it up much better than my …’s and run on sentences ever could…

plain and simple my ego is the coolaid man! Big, red, and manic as hell… This big red sugary drink is willing to burst through the wall of your house just so he can show you what he’s made of! with a slide of glass and wink of eye he fills you with sugary goodness! “OH YEAH” he exclaims as he peirces your house… it would seem that his madness is un-stopable.

What we forget about our friend the coolaid man, is that he is made entirely of shatterable glass… and that picher is some kid’s mom’s…

Published in: on April 5, 2008 at 1:09 am  Comments (8)  

there are always coments and never questions #2

this was, well in response to a coment on my blog… i think it helps explain things…

in response… im actually quite sure i could talk myself out of an ego(if you question this ask me about it sometime)… i dont have a deffinition of said spiritual guides but i dont think anyone can avoid it… but thats the whole point of the blog… you cant avoid it but you can use it for powers of good-specificly powers of modivation. thats what i mean by turning demons into minions…

but the trick to it is most people probably dont realize when there ego accomplishes some task of great triumph…

and this exactly where i am trying to use this revalation for self improvement(increased wisdom)… i some how feel that if i become more aware of my egos power of good, i will be able to increase that overall power and my effect on myself and the world around me…

Published in: on April 2, 2008 at 6:59 am  Comments (7)  

my anthem

I have wished nothing more than to grab you by both your shoulders and crash our realities like two worlds colliding… It stemmed from a feeling, a need to feel understood and to better understand… but i came to see it much more simple as an obsession of ego. An overwhelming desire to look at me through your eyes

This began to fester in me uncontrollably questioning my self on this desire… I wanted to over come it and be rid of the feeling all together. It was filed under the folder marked “needs attention-self improvement”. I would never be so simple as to think that i could rid my self of an ego altogether… but simply of this selfish egotistical desire…

In exploring this ideal we cant help but take a deeper look at what the ego is and how it comes to be. From birth we are not brought into this world with an ego… its simply inevitable. Our eyes open outward upon the world, not inward upon our selves… we experience a mothers reaction to ones self before we are aware of our self… we soon feel our basic needs and then become aware of ones self… naturally the nurturing of a mother can only seem intertwined with the way she feels about us… hence the ego is born…

But upon closer inspection I am beginning to see it as a gift… so long as it can be controlled this natural desire can be my anthem… you see speculation would show that the human spirit striped of its ego will simply put, digress…

self improvement is a dangerous game with multiple turns of redirection… what i have learned through this you ask? that some demons you wont be free of you just turn them into minions…

Published in: on April 1, 2008 at 6:09 am  Comments (6)